OCD within the instances of a global pandemic. Yeah that’s highest! The coronavirus has left my privileged ass slightly perplexed – I’m beautiful comfortable and secure in my rental with get admission to to fancy meals that will get dropped at my doorstep however hiya, there’s extra to existence than being caught at house proper?! What about all of the journeys I had deliberate this yr (and neatly subsequent if we’re being actual), all of the dear meals and cocktails I used to be gonna blow my cash on whilst going out with pals, all of the cash I used to be gonna make too! I believe attacked! Neatly, no longer in point of fact in fact – It’s Day 45 folks being in lockdown and I’m truthfully doing beautiful excellent at the moment. I had 2 tough days within the heart the place not anything made sense but it surely’s all excellent now. Sure there are widespread routine issues of what if I am getting it? What if I die? What if I don’t make any cash for two immediately years? What if I am getting actual fats? What if my paintings trade utterly adjustments and I will be able to’t cope, and extra disconcertingly, I don’t need to cope? However while you in fact sit down down, you’ll in finding solutions for just about it all – no longer the technical stuff clearly – like when the vaccine will pop out and so on however maximum others issues are very manageable due to my privilege and sheer success of being born in a tight monetary phase of society and the way arduous my folks labored to provide me this existence from which I may just release to take action bloody neatly for myself and likewise my saving talents (due to my heart magnificence upbringing) which is why I will be able to opt for fairly a while if I don’t make any cash (THANK YOU DADDY – for serving to me mildew myself into my very own sugar daddy)
If I am getting it I will have to with a bit of luck pop out of it alive – I’m a quite wholesome human with quite excellent conduct of consuming and bodily process and feature most commonly been beautiful relaxed mentally in my existence. And I’m insured in order that is helping too.
If I die then neatly I will be able to’t in point of fact plan for anything else past that.
If I am getting fats? I don’t assume I will be able to. Once more, as a result of I’ve beautiful excellent consuming way of life I’d say, barring my alcohol intake. I most commonly consume blank and in point of fact experience doing my common yoga classes which will not be as many as one would hope however I believe high quality issues greater than amount – after I do my yoga I’m utterly in it, keen it to have the most productive impact on my frame and thoughts and that’s what issues to me. I do yoga about two times per week lately for 1.five hours every time. So sure I may acquire some weight on this lockdown but it surely gained’t be very drastic. Clearly I gained’t get lean and fucking fabulous like I normally do all through the summers on account of my swimming however my yoga will stay me supple and calm and that’s what I most definitely want anyway at the moment.
Individually I do assume that influencer advertising will ultimately jump again to it’s unique standing or perhaps even pop out more potent however that’s a ready recreation. If it does, but it surely’s modified to the sort of large level that I don’t really feel related I’ll be pressured to take a look at different facets of me and do the issues that I’ve been doing away with till now – like center of attention extra on my yoga observe, decelerate in existence and in fact benefit from the cash and privilege I’ve amassed and construct from there.
For now I simply have to take a seat backpedal, benefit from the fancy meals that will get dropped at my doorstep, benefit from the video chats with my friends and family, benefit from the cocktails Aman makes for me, experience my yoga and take a look at to assume much less of the close to or a ways long run as a result of NOBODY has the solutions for it and making plans for it gained’t do a lot both as a result of truthfully, what end result will have to you be making plans for anyway?
The one something I’ve been doing is diversifying my investments right here and there. And I’m having extra amusing than I will have to be most definitely. Time will inform what was once a excellent resolution and what wasn’t.
Incase you haven’t discovered what this weblog put up is for – it’s most commonly for me to return again to when my thoughts wanders once more and I begin to freak out. I assumed it might be a good suggestion to have the rationalisation written down someplace and likewise proportion it with whoever was once . In the meantime we simply stay washing our palms with cleaning soap. And in my case I wash my complete frame with it and sing Pass Corona! Corona Pass!